Sweet, Sweet Fantasy NIKKI

I used to fantasize
about the life I used to want -
well, always wanted.
Yet, I could never visualize with my own eyes.

I was the thoroughbred.
Satin panties with a bedazzled asscrack.
The day I ate that holy bread —
in my mouth, Jesus’ sack.

Looking like a Rolly Polly,
this day was anything but holy.
The Sacrament of Communion —
brought me one step closer to a civil union.